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[luvtimes]

house was arsoned.... next street in front of me....

wow

[sunshine]

[luvtimes]

There's a crazy oh hell a bunch of nuts running about this place.... insurance.... insurance... insurance...

damn

[luvtimes]

This post about another house burnt or arson here didn't effect me until my brain freeze from the outage passed....

I can't believe this is happening maybe that's it.... I'm going to go and take pics and show here on this thread for those who want to see it... it's not worthy of another post...

At first I thought it was the city doing this for the land cause we are so close to the university and parking is an issue there... they've built a lot of parking for the university in the immediate area.... but there are still people who refuse to sell...

me?

make me an offer and I'm out of here...but don't be too stupid about it...really....

then I look at the stupid folks in this area... crackheads and alcoholics... spirits out of their minds filled with hopelessness and no way out cause there are no facilities for them...wow....

my mind has been on Memphis and all the crap I've got to do to do that.... reno and all... travel there and repairs on an old van I may have to push there....

I know the issues in California may take top priority but this burning or arsonist should be on the top of every mind in this city... but how can that be when their minds are on crack and the ones that aren't have relatives who are....
sooooooooooooo

whew!

[emilyB]

Luv, get out  of there while you can even if it means taking a loss.  Whatever it takes.

[luvtimes]

will try to get those pics today... it's just so dark around here...very little sunlight even in the daytime cause of the everlasting clouds that shade....it may even snow today... haven't checked... I will after post....


it's just so cold and I need to do the outside so bad... just got a few more days before I head down south...looking for that one more day to cut the grass cause it grew so tall cause of the weed and feed I put down... a stitch in times saves nine...saving the one time mowing bill before I return....got to do stuff to save money at all cost...

Packing stuff for Bigum...he gets one portion in the van for his... and you just don't know... his bowls, his water, his blankets, his chains, his his and then it's him...goodness...

tools I must have to load will take a lot of space cause I'm not buying stuff I already have....reason for the caravan... it holds a lot of crap... for real...

putting stuff in storage here... got to do that.... and then the final clean up... inside and out....

the pain I suffered all summer is now going to catch up on me... I'll be in pain the whole trip down...but I hopefully will have peace of mind...hopefully...

can't worry about stuff that's out of my control... just controlling stuff I can...understand...

I have a good mind to take all my paperwork with me... but that would take space in the van that will be needed for other stuff... it's a lot... so I will have to do as much as I can and let it go....

been working on the computer to make sure the surveillance is all in check...

oh... my nephew is going to be homeless and wants to come to Memphis...I'd curse but I won't....really don't want to and that's the way it will be.... being bother with crap at this time is not what I'm living for... I will I think, take him in for a few days and direct him to the homeless shelter there... Mean... no... smart... can't afford to pay higher utilities bills while there or here....and strong enough to show him that...

family.... whew!

[emilyB]

Know what you mean about packing for Bigum.  We have a minivan too and one section is all Hannah's including her sofa bed. The seats in that part have never been raised up from the floor.
Maybe you could make your nephew useful and work for his keep, luv.  Or maybe he could find a job in Memphis and pitch in room and board.  Have a safe journey, the roads are so busy this time of the year.

[takncarabizniz]

Your nephew already knows you're an easy mark.

Don't fall for it.  He's old enough to figure it out. 

[luvtimes]

takn…. I totally agree with you Takn…

I am not budgeted for my nephew... he can go and collect metal, cans, bottles, whatever....plus the added water, gas, electric... whew!... I know why I'm going to cut down on utilities in hellsville…

there's a reason I kept all that rice...now I know... he better learn to love beans and rice...something I will keep in the crock pot...he will not have a key... out of respect... so he don't get in the mood to come and go at all hours... he will have his own phone and can call when he needs help... will have to keep all my loose change under lock and key... don't trust nobody knowing where and what....like I said... I will direct him to a shelter and he can visit me from there... not being mean... just focused...

Emily.... he maybe able to help...the help he can give me is to help himself...finding a job, and making his own way....I know where he is located now there are few jobs but in Memphis there are plenty...all you have to be is drug free...pride gets in many peoples way... too proud to take what they are hired for...but I know Lowes, Home Depo, Harbor Freight, and other types of places are hiring... I know popeyes chicken is also... don't have to be a cashier... be a manager...they are all on call for all types of hours but... hey... desperate means... desperate measure.... they even have the casinos there where you can be a janitor or maintenance person...so it's a matter of applying oneself and going for it...

Me... not a dime will go towards helping them moneywise cause I don't have it and won't....trust that...

Honestly I don't want to be bothered...

going there on a hope and a prayer...

I noticed the temps are in the 50s there and you know that's my favorite... the electric blankets and wraps are so I can control the cold nights...

didn't get a chance to take pics of the burnt house I will try tomorrow... it's going down to 16 tonight... and its going to be really cold tomorrow.... help me Jesus...whoa...

[luvtimes]

going to call him and tell him not to come...no more drama in my life...

[sunshine]

Luv..if he moves in with you...you won't get him out ...just sayin.

[luvtimes]

told him I couldn't handle the drama he would bring to my life... he understood... visit for a couple of hours is all I can take...

his mom is footing his late rent in the sum of 700.00 for this month... but he can move back in with her...that's her child...

changing my number when I to Memphis... I'm done with my family... already wrote them out of my will....seriously...

don't hate just don't like


it's been so dark outside lately and I can't seem to keep up with whether its night or day... will try to take pics today....it's 900am but it looks like 900pm...