Fear of success

[luvtimes]

I don't read very many books and I should I just live life and experience life.

Don't claim to know it all but what I do know is that  people, some, fear success.

I would guess that one of the reasons is fear of failure and it's got to be hard to think but people stop and can't or won't go any further  for that very reason.

Some people are beaten down so hard and so much and getting up is not worth the fight.

So they choose other ways of making themselves feel accomplishments.  To the point of killing, stealing and drugs.

someone said to me years ago "that nothing beats a failure but a try".

 That's what I see here in Memphis.

Heading back to Hellsville in about 10 days with a new understanding.

[emilyB]

Oh luv, you're not going back to Hellsville with the notion of staying, are you.  Just to check on things?

[takncarabizniz]

Seriously...don't jump out of the frypan and into the fire...

[bluespower]

west Memphis could be jumping from the fire into a bigger fire...no frying pan in between

[luvtimes]

Blue

you must be talking about West Memphis Arkansas I live in the northeast Memphis Tennessee.
West Memphis borders the Mississippi River where  the city decided to put strings
of projects along the riverfront and so  those projects in that area due to the economy and the problems being poor causes people to do crimes beyond anyone's imagination
 sadness comes to mind...

Anyway...

Going back to Hellsville cause I do have a house there. 
Saved on utility bills to the point I got a call from h
gas company asking why my bill was so low.

Told them I purchased a home in the South and left that heat on so the pipes wouldn't burst...

So it's time to return where now I can pay a normal utility bill instead of adding that extra 400 or 500 monthly to maintain the cost of heating all winter..

Won't know how that feels...to just pay a normal bill...really...

Mentioned before that the utility companies thrives on shut off and turn on charges..

Water too...

This winter I saw my money...going into something I could see...renovation I could see...

Even the rat that Bigum will find from smell I'm sure I got it with 'Just One Bite'...will a
see that..

I will be going back and forth until the end of time...

The winters in the South are milder than the North but the summers in the South are murder...

In the North you get hot days but you don't suffer for the whole summer...

It's all about the weather with me... The umbrella shade...etc...

Always loved to see parts of America in the different parts of America I'll get a chance to see going back and forth it's going to be a joy....